Thanks for your response. I guess if one mistake blew this it wasn't real to begin with huh? Good point. I like the catastrophe thing -- I do that. Too much. He keeps telling me not to worry so I'm just doing this to myself for nothing. Helps to vent though.

Our insurance just started Sept 1. (Yes, I included him on mine since he doesn't have it.) I'd like to get counseling and he keeps talking about it. I really feel like if I bring it up, it will be construed as pressure and could do more harm than good at this point.

I'll work on the PMA. We have a date Friday so I need to show him I'm fine.