The wheels are turning and X is being eaten alive by her deteriorating relationship with her new hubby. She still admits to being in Love with him or better put, addicted to him but realizes that there is more bad than good and it's time to get out. Abandoning her new life and yet again loosing 1/2 her possessions and money is tormenting her beyond belief. All this coupled together with no direction in her life she is one lost soul. There was a time when part of me would have given a snide "told you so" snicker and said you got what you deserve. But now, hearing her pain and torment, even if it's not over me still hurts me greatly.
S16 and I are going down with the van on winter vacation from school, renting a trailer and bringing her home, unless she changes her mind again in the next month. Then the real hard part will begin. I have a bad feeling her grieving process and recovery from a complete loss of self esteem from all this is going to be a very long and painful process. But I Love her and my family and I'm ready and willing to make it happen. I think maybe I'll go back and see my own IC a few times as I am entering into unknown places and could probably benefit from some of his knowledge and unbiased views on what is going on.
TPPPL to all, DaveA
You vote with your feet. Divorce final 12/24/2004 I Give Up !
