I went back through and read my threads. I see that I have stated over and over that I think I'm having my own mlc.
I must be. I can see the cycling as I'm sure all you can.
My father died, within months I thought I had a brain tumor, (unfounded) then I was misdiagnosed with cancer, which my father died from. 6months later, ex and I started having problems. I had to deal with all that until finally I left. I remember the replay, travelled all over the country. Then camethe depression.I remember the withdrawl, I went to Illinois and also when I first returned, I just wanted to be left alone. Then came the anger.
SO that's it for the anger. I'm done being angry with him and now I'm just angry with myself. ALready went through being angry at my family. What's next? Isn't it after anger that acceptance comes?
I will leave him alone. Since 10/03 I have made all the initiation.
