I guess I just need to make a clean break. (Ya'll are probably thinking, Halleluia!)

This is probably where he was at over 2 years ago. Well, maybe I'm a slow learner. Anyway, last night's date...good guy, funny, totally into me. Now I find that I'm not attracted to him.

Interesting. I'm obviousely completely messed up. lol! My gfriend is so sweet. She said, no, I just haven't met the right person yet. She's so supportive and optimistic. I love it.

I guess I moved out almost 2 years ago. Started dating a year after that. So, I've been dating now for a year. What's the hurry after living with someone for 8 years?

Well, I'm glad that I've learned how to date. And I've had a chance to see all different kinds of guys out there.

At least I know now that I could be with somene who treated me well, now just need to meet the right one.

I think I'll put the dating on the backburner for awhile.

This guy I went out with last night has invited me to his family's for Thanksgiving, wants to take me on vacation next week... what is wrong with me?

The heart is a strong muscle and has a mind of it's own.

Maybe if I make a clean break and stop looking for someone, instead just start looking to increase the social activities I'm involved in...

At least I'm not blaming anyone anymore. So I'll cut myself some slack,too. Life is really long and I am still quite young. What is the hurry to have everything I want right at this moment?

It doesn't work that way. THese last few years have been so frustrating.

I think this weekend I'll try to get out in nature.