Sweetie you have to do the stop sign visualization when it comes to OW and your H. Especially if he says it's over.....and stay focussed on TODAY and let God handle the rest. Don't make yourself any sicker about this. You will be alright, and this too, shall pass.
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M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016