This is NOT what I expected!

[InHisHands]

Okay, good suggestions for the conversation. Thanks everyone. I'll probably do my best to combine them into my apology when I get home.

This sucks, though. I feel exactly like I felt the day he dropped the bomb. My stomach is in knots, I haven't eaten all day, all I've accomplished is to sit & think about him. I also had to pay the phone bill (which I haven't been looking at like I used to) and noticed that he had made a call to OW on 10/2, AFTER he had told me that it was over. It was a short call and probably nothing, but it's hard since he sees her every day and all I have to go on is faith, which I seem to have in short supply these days.

I'm not going to deal with that, though. I have enough to worry about with the damage I caused last night.