Did you really think that by setting this date of when things should be perfect for YOU that you were actually accomplishing something?
There are so many baby steps in your relationship and you seem to be hung up on a stupid date.
I am sorry that you would be willing to throw all of the progress away if the things you are trying to CONTROL are not in your timeline or schedule.
I take it from your name here on the board "In His Hands" that this would be a reference to God.
What about HIS timing?
I would pray that you would really take a look in the mirror and see the issues that you need to be working on for yourself.
You know, something about the log?
I am sorry if I sound harsh but there are many of us here who have been at this for YEARS. We would all like to see a deadline set of when things will be as we want them.
Sorry Babe but life doesn't work that way for anyone.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
