It is a difficult decision to make. Yesterday would have been our 10 yr anniversary. We got married in April through the J.P. but our wedding was oct. 26. it was hard. man was it hard. i did my best to keep my mind off him. but i couldn't. i even went out last night with this man but my mind was somewhere else. i hate this feeling. i hate it. i'm stuck. my sexual frustration took over my body and my mind. last night was fun though. i had some drinks and danced a little. in fact, i think i drank too much. i got home late and i remember making a phone call. (this is so wrong for a woman to do this) i remember crying and i remember leaving my H a long voicemail. don't remember the details. i feel stupid now. i feel that i'm back to square one. but i do feel in control. i'm not as sad as before and i'm not emailing him or calling him (except last night ofcourse after my many many drinks). what do you think?
me = 34 H = 35 kids = 3 worst day of my life: march 24, 2006 he filed: april 20 Present day: Wedding ring on, he's looking forward to another baby, taking day by day, we talk about our feelings whenever possible.
