I agree with you. I made the decision to get physically involved with this man. Not what I expected it to be. I made the mistake of comparing him to my H and it was a failure. I wanted to make love more than anything. I didn't want just casual sex. Well, I got casual sex and it was by far satisfying. I didn't regret it. I felt more guilty of not sustaining myself. I have more control of myself now than I ever have but I am lacking love. I have always been very sexual and my H and I didn't have problems there. So I thought. I haven't caught him with anyone and I sure hope I don't. I'm a jealous woman and that would devastate my self esteem.
About this young man. He is five years younger than me. Doesn't look it though. He's tall and handsome, something my H isn't. However, I do miss my H. there's no comparison as far as the love/affection. You're right about that. I can be with Brad Pitt and it still wouldn't be the same. What am I supposed to do in the meantime? I certainly don't want to be sleeping with men left and right; it's not right. My H doesn't even hint that he misses me much less want to come back. should i give up now? i'm so confused.
me = 34 H = 35 kids = 3 worst day of my life: march 24, 2006 he filed: april 20 Present day: Wedding ring on, he's looking forward to another baby, taking day by day, we talk about our feelings whenever possible.
