hi verycrazy...
i have been seperated for 7 months. he left and filed for divorce the following month. i have been doing the LRT for about 3 weeks now. i have seen small changes, as expected, but it's driving me insane that i can't just go up to my H and seduce him. i mean...i'm his wife and i'm supposed to feel comfortable seducing him. but reality hits. he's gone and there's not much i can do right now. i honestly do want our marriage to work. he is the first man i loved and he is the father of our kids.

guess i'll just have to go to church to get rid of these feelings. after all, sex with my own H is better.... thanks for the input.


me = 34
H = 35
kids = 3
worst day of my life: march 24, 2006
he filed: april 20
Present day: Wedding ring on, he's looking forward to another baby, taking day by day, we talk about our feelings whenever possible.