how long ago did your H leave? How long have you been trying LRT? Why don't you see your H wanting you back? Have you really given enough of a chance before you are ready to move on? You want approval to do what so many spouses do to hurt their W or H. I know you are separated, but you are still married. Feelings of infatuation are normal, but acting on them would not be good for you now. Give your H a chance to see changes in you that will make him want to come back, just give it a while longer. Good Luck and God Bless. L
