The other day H said in response to what are HIS dreams, "To Make me comfortable with your/my dat-to-day existance."
BEST I CAN SAY is he recognises that I'm not happy. Words like existance and MAKE really get my withers up.
I have asked for the prayer and gotten it framed one Christmas. I guess I've been calling for a while now.
So thank you for making that (and other posts) clear. I very much like your posts and your references. You have had more than your share of life's rocks tossed at you; for that I'm truly saddened. Maybe that's why you have so many resources handy.
Lately there is desparation in your posts. I don't know if I'm reading that into them or if its really there.
I'm not schooled enough to offer anything cept a wish that you are able to heal. I have made many mistakes but you have helped in book selection and words. I wish I could do the same for you.
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay
