I'm speachless, I've seen you post before, but this post has hit home so hard it isnt' even funny, I fell of the DB wagon head first and the damage is yet to come. I've been posting since last year, I thought I made some progress, but in a rage of PMS and hormones I went crazy and well, screwed up.
Please read my post on believingIsea's thread, I had to change my name 'cause my H has come to check my post, I'm not a newbie, but for all accounts I'm starting back to 0. My post is from yesterday, the name was cat03, I usually post on the piecing forum but come most of the time too.
All the stuff you mention at the beginning of this thread I did it this weekend, and 3times worse. My H still has to read the crazy text msg I sent last night.
How bad was I? I attempted to get drunk for the first time last night, ever...and I've always hated alcohol w/a vengance. Prob didnt' do it right LoL, was just dizzy and my left eye was numb. Boy my H is going to get hit w/a ton of bricks when he reads his textmsg today.
...but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.
piecing after separation
