thanks dude. It just hurts and it's crap and I'm sad and lonely and I miss my life. Or at least what I thought was my life.
My parents used to have this little plaque with a story about a guy sadly walking along when a little voice said "cheer up-things could be worse." It ends with "so I cheered up and sure enough, things got worse".
sometimes it makes me laugh. Hope dance lessons make you feel better!
Patience is not only a virtue, sometimes it is an impossibility.