Thanks everyone....I needed that kick in the ass. I know you are all right. I don't have one person around me, including my pastor, that thinks I should stay in the marriage. They all think I should walk away. I guess my goal for doing what I did was kinda that Last Resort...If he choose to be with her, then I guess I have to walk away. Well, off to church and then watching Steeler football! I just feel so lonely....but someone did ask me, do I want him because I am lonely, or because he is familiar, or do I really love him....and I do really love him...why?????????? ok off to church...thanks for the kick in the butt! I needed that.
