I need to focus on the good things.

*He has told me time and time again that I'm his best friend. That is, he said, the thing that is keeping him from making a break at this point.
*He acknowledges that he can't imagine life without me. He doesn't want to either.
*He articulates all the things he loves to do with me. Traveling, going to concerts, just hanging out.
*He acknowledges that I'm the only person who knows everything about him. He has told me repeatedly in the last week that he has told me things he'll never tell another soul.
*Since he told me he's coming home, he talks about our future a lot. That he wants to have children with me and how he wants us to spend our retirement.
*He's acknowledged that I'm eventually going to be angry and that he'll want to run away at some point, but has also told me that he's committed to seeing MC and individual counseling through, no matter what the outcome may be.
*He's been proactive in helping find a MC.
*Returning was his idea. He has been resistant to OW's requests that he stay.
*He has told his family that he wants to work things out with me.

This is much more encouraging.


...praying for strength...