I do hope my H can find some loving feelings for me again. I miss him so much. We were both so happy when our first son was born and i know that we will both feel the same when this little one is born. I know that my children will always be the most important thing in my life and although my sitch is a nightmare i do think that i am so lucky to have one beautiful son and another baby on the way. I really do hope that this will bring me and H closer together, at least it will mean he will be spending a little more time with me, which will hopefully put pressure on his relationship with ow.
My gut instinct is that nothing will change my H mind now and that he is 100% sure that our M is over. I hope i'm wrong!
I'm so sorry that you are going through all this hell aswell, especially as you managed to get through the problems you had when W was pregnant with your 1st son. But you managed to recover from that so lets hope you can do it again this time.
