I can't believe this - i have just spent the past half an hour typing a massive reply and my computer went all funny and lost it - aaaaaghhhhhhh.

I shall try again.

thanks osu13130

The birth of a baby is certainly an amazing thing, i just hope it can do amazing things for my M.

You mentioned that you were in a similar sitch, i would love to hear more about it if you have the time.

Hi again Whatisis

I just wrote loads, i totally poured my heart out but now i don't think i can write it all again. I'm not even sure what i said now it just sort of all came out.

I'm really fed up now so i think i'll just give up for today and try again tomorrow. Time to go and cry - again!

Unloved