hey you, I was wondering when that unhappiness you were feeling was going to come out, and it did in the shape of the D word. She obviously doesn't want to D, I think the tables have turned and she is now in your shoes, she doesnt' want to loose you, think of that.
I'm sure she understands that now and then we, LBS, say things we dont' really mean out of hurt, if she was so into you all those days she prob has no intentions of bringing up D again, unless you loose your marbles again.
Four months is still a short time to totally hear, so give yourself permission to feel miserable... for a little while at least. Then remember that it wasn't all about the A and that you've come a long way, that the alien who took over your W is gone.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
