TL, dude, you are inspiring! Thank you. you also have some parallels to my own life (i wish there were more, but I'll take the ones I have!)
Quote: My W treats me better every day. Better, I think, than she's probably ever treated me, even when she was more "in love" with me than she is now.
I have to reluctantly agree with this for me as well, probably not to the degree of your situation, but pretty much this is the case. He's more involved with the family than ever before and does do his best to communicate his thoughts to me more than he used to. He has no great 'in love' feelings for me, which makes my inner romantic want to curl up and die, but he treats our R better now than when he did. Thanks for the reminder.
I think your W is fabulous, I'm so impressed with her. I do understand your inner fears, though. I think we'll all be struggling with that for a some time to come.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
