Maybe the problem is that at this point she just wants to forget and move on, and she assumed from my "acting as if" that I had, but now that we're really moving on and it's working, I'm not as willing to forget as I thought I was...as I thought I had.
WHEN THIS FEELING CAME OVER ME I WAS TOLD TO REREAD MY D.R. BOOK AND I DID AND IT HELPED SO MUCH,, ALSO REMEMBER YOU WERE WORKING SO HARD TO DETATCH , on yourself, ON YOUR WELL BEING etc. etc.. So now that you are sooo close to your goal alot of feelings suddenly come to the surface,, just like you I thought all of the things you are feeling and it is confusing b/c you assumed that when this happened you would be deliriously happy and not have all this flooding of MIXED emotions. You are doing just fine, get out your book and read where it explains what happens during this time to your emotions and how to deal with them.
Take a deep breath and smile you are doing so well.. God bless...
