NOPkins... I feel that something is very wrong with me. As my marriage improves, my sexual feelings go down. I am now wondering how much of our marital problems were my fault; my desire for sex pretty much went down right after we married, but I put the blame on H for not being open or sexy enough. He wasn't confident and I was rejecting. His disconnection led to my HDness, and now that we're getting back on track, I remember how I felt years and years ago. I think something is seriously wrong with my sexuality; the tingles get activated by insecurity instead of love.
