Hiya HP... I am so glad you checked in here! Guess I am having a case of the " Iwants"...I want to feel my tingles, I want more control, I want H to desire me even when I'm not lovey-dovey, IwantIwantIwant!!!
I know I have to acceptacceptaccept...H is trying, and I can use the knowledge gained here to my advantage...but am I really going to get what I have hoped for? Nooooooooo.
So that's why I'm back, Sis...some venting, some reality checking, some advice, but most of all, the support I get from all you wonderful people here. I feel better already.
