Quoting matilda: My healing has been rather miraculous, if I do say so myself. Now, I'm not completely out of the woods, yet, but the progress I've made in the past 2 months compared to the entire preceeding 10 months is amazing.
I’m amazed, Mattie. You are truly amazing!
Quoting matilda: He said, "That's why it's all so stupid and embarassing. I don't have a clue what I was thinking." And, you know what, I think I'm beginning to believe that.
Believe it, Mattie. I seem to recall posting this to you. I wouldn’t necessarily chalk it up to bipolar disorder, but whatever it was, his thinking was messed up. No-one can dispute that. He’ll never be able to explain why he did what he did. Not to you, and not to himself.
Quoting matilda: So, that's where things are at this point in time. I've made leaps and bounds in my healing process. My H is just beginning his, but at least he's finally beginning it!! We are closer and more affectionate with each other than we have been in many years. I think we are more in the process of rebuilding than piecing. I'm feeling in-love again. I'm seeing the signs of my H being "in-love" with me again. There was a time, just a very short while ago, when I never thought I'd be saying these things.
In the long run, it’s all about feelings, isn’t it Mattie. Your first thread was about “getting over” some feelings. Man oh man! You’ve done that and more!
And you’re seeing signs that your H is in love with you. The feelings start before the signs show up, Mattie. This is great!
