((((((MATTIE))))))!!! Don't really know what I could say that would help you out of the mood you are experiencing right now so I will just send you some hugs and tell you that I am here for you...I care about you... and I am in your corner!!!! No one expects you to be upbeat and happy everyday! After everything you have been through it is only natural to have some bad days!! It is normal that you feel like throwing up your hands and yelling "I QUIT"!! But I know that you are a very strong woman and you have worked so very hard to get where you are. Just hang in there hon!! You are doing everything right and you are on the right track!! Just take care of MATTIE!!
Your Friend, PAT