The problem with going with your gut feeling is that when youforst find out about the A, everything is helter skelter-all in a blur and your H is saying you can turst him and your gut is saying yeah right Bubs-youjust lied to me for over 2 yrs! I don't know ANY formula for knowing the truth except how they treat you and time. You can snoop hire PI's,bug the phone, follow them and even hide in their car and still you could not be sure they were NOT finding someway to cheat on you. I think that everything happens the way it is suppose to happen-Mattie you found out what you needed to know. I think if there is something I need to know I will find out too. Maybe I don;t need to know-maybe NOTHING is happening. MAybe SOMETHING is happenig but will fade better without my interruption. I have NO idea. I just know I'm bone tired of worrying about somthing I have NO control over and I'm ready to let it go and see what happens on it's own.My gut tells me that My H and I will be together till death us do part. I am leaving the rest to God and will pray for direction and intuitiveness to ride this out. We will see what each day brings as it comes and worry about it then. I'm tired. Rachael M.
