Mattie-I feel like I get eaten up alive by the mistrust thing but its REALLY hard to get it back after you have found out your H has had an A for over 2 yrs! What do you do with that? He is home now and says there has been no contact. How do I beleive that for one second? How do you get the trust back? Time? He was lyiing to me the whole time he was in the A. They think tht because they come home and say they are going to be faithful that we just beleive that?? It really eats away at me and I don't know how to stop it. You have been through it twice. I can't get my imagination to stop long enough to stop having anxiety and panic attacks. I want to move past this point but don't know how to begin. Any thoughts?
