I am glad that you have figured this out. I have been waiting for this btw... I believe that you have been sober the last two weeks. I trust that you have been attending the meetings as you say you have. You have progressed from an extremely angry person to someone who thinks before reacting which is good !
We have watched you grow and learn to be insightful and retrospective and your typing has improved greatly. Now.. Please listen and follow David !? He is a wonderful resource and help for you. Ok ? We are all hoping that you will root and flower for us.. and for YOU !
