CM: I cant imagine taking.. what 300 mg of caffeine and then drinking another 300mg.. yikes ! Of course I dont do coffee which most people find odd. Anyway..
1210: I have snorkled Cozumel, HI, the Caroline Islands, the Mariana's so I have not missed out on things.. other than the prospect of growing in my R.. and/or with someone I can recognize as "my W".. or "best friend".
The fertilization phase has begun..I think the Petunias are wilting.. btw.
See...maybe it is easier for a man, but I know, for a fact, that he would have never let me take the course, for diving.
I won, I won, I won...I told you...la de dah!!! Always something, heck, I can go online and copy the same thing. You trust too easily...what's with all the e-mails? Own BB club?
The Bush will be here for the rest of its life...same thing, different day...............snooze, snooze.....
1210: He would never have "let you".. that is not good. It is good that you did those things for yourself.. for YOU !
I am still not ready to concede defeat btw.. as it is election night. Yes, I do trust too easily.. but I read through things also for my livelihood.. and I just have a feeling about this.
By the way I did copy that from the internet because I have been reading it when I do not go to meeting. Plus David suggested a certain part to read and I wanted to read it tonight. It is kinda funny how you two think that I am an idiot. However, it does not bother me, that is the main reason that I do not want to talk about it on the BB because it is no buddies buisness but my own. To be honest with both of you I have not had a drink in about 2 weeks now and I am feeling great. I still have the urge to drink but I get myself through those days but calling the my friend that watchs the Buckeyes games with me. Either way I am doing what I know I have to do even if you guys don't believe me. At least I know that you two are still reading my posts...
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."
Read the M. Bush...it will explain...you actually have a good feeling about it? Really...
No...my H would have thought that it was a waste of time; those Navy air charts take time to learn and figure out at what depth you're at and how much time you spend under water. He was more into his cars, baseball...I guess I was there to be the breeder and be content...but I like to do things, learn new things, etc....I just wasn't ready to be just a housewife...for that I never would have gone to college. Different views, I guess, but, to each their own...
Going for a soda...will talk tomorrow...
p.s. I hope Mr. T dumps a whole lot of fertilizer...
You or your wife lost 30 lbs.? What kind of body image problems? Would she work out in a gym?
What kind of a plant is that?
I have lots of islands in my yard with ferns, ginger plants, bromeliads, etc. I also have a lot of trees. My lawn guys are terrific!! I tell them what I want done and they do it...in fact, this coming Saturday, they need to put more red cypress mulch down in the island beds.
I am glad that you have figured this out. I have been waiting for this btw... I believe that you have been sober the last two weeks. I trust that you have been attending the meetings as you say you have. You have progressed from an extremely angry person to someone who thinks before reacting which is good !
We have watched you grow and learn to be insightful and retrospective and your typing has improved greatly. Now.. Please listen and follow David !? He is a wonderful resource and help for you. Ok ? We are all hoping that you will root and flower for us.. and for YOU !
I have been doing fairly good at not drinking. I say "fairly" because I still have the urges when I start to get bummed out about things in my life. That is when I have been calling people. Example's are Sunday when I had to call CM because of the W incident and last night I had to call CM as well. There have been other times where I get the urge and I call the guy that I met at the meeting but I feel more comfortable talking to CM and David because it seems like we have more in common with the sitch's we are going through and all. This is really hard to deal with both problems I have now (being a drunk and having a WAW) but I am just trying to take it one day at a time.
Thanks AT OSU
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."