Oh my, sorry to hear that turn of events. It definitely is one thing to "know" it, but another to actually hear it.
That being said, I think AT has a good point, perhaps you are at the stage where sitting back and taking stock of life is an opportunity for you.
You are in my thoughts today...take care.
Rob
"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu
