Unsure If I Belong Here

[kaydeekay]

sean669:

You've been here for a while.
Yep, unfortunately

Looks like he might be seeing your changes

I'm not so sure. When I do express my love for him by hugging, kissing, touching, holding, etc. I feel as though he thinks I'm just doing it because I know this is what he wants or that I'm being phoney...and when I don't do these things I feel that he thinks I'm back to the old me. So it's like damned if I do, damned if I don't. I really don't know what to do.

I like the quote. I agree that love is a choice, but with H he thinks it's a feeling. He likes the "falling in love" feeling and feels that he should have that feeling with me when he is around me.