Ballroom dance lesson #7 tonite. We had a really nice time tonite. W was pleasant, helpful and really considerate of my feelings during the class. It was really nice. Afterwards, we talked all the way home about the class. I told her how at times I have so much fun and at others I just want to drive my head through a wall! I have very extreme feelings during the class and sometimes get very frustrated with myself. She told me that the routines are actually quite difficult at the pace they are being taught and that even she, who has vast dance experience, has trouble remembering steps. I felt we were a couple tonite, working together to make the experience work. We learned a new dance near the end and as I reached out for her I said "Madam, allow me to make a heartfelt apology before this dance begins as I know it will be required" She burst out laughing and then I joined in. We had fun tonite. I realize too that some of my frustration is in knowing that she is much better at dance than I and don't want to be an anchor weighing her down here, it would feel too much like our real life together!!! Anyway, good time tonite...so tonite I was a star
