Well, tonite was BR Dance lesson #6. W is not well but there is no way she is going to miss a lesson! "I feel better when I exercise" she says. So, as you can imagine it was not the most pleasant dance partner I held tonite. Personally, I am kind of exhausted as I've been working six day weeks for the last few weeks and we had a makeup dance lesson on Sunday night(ony 2 days to repair the physical damage!)as we missed on Halloween. At one point , near the middle of the lesson, I actually felt like crying tonite! It just felt so bad to be trying so hard and to be critisized like that. But I honestly felt good at the end because I felt like I had improved a lot of stuff tonite (dancewise, I mean). It's hard to do something you've never really done and never have a positive comment made, just my mistakes pointed out. I realize she wasn't feeling well but at one point I almost said "If helping me is so annoying then don't bother". I held my tongue and said over and over to myself "This is fun, this is fun..." We had our normal silent car ride home. Wow, does that woman know how to have a good time. It's just party, party, party ! Oh well, we went, I improved and then we got home and stayed the hell away from each other for the rest of the evening. I can live with that. I think my exhaustion is showing here. I gotta go soak in a hot bath now. Goodnight DBers.
P.S. I know, DETACH!
! Oh well, we went, I improved and then we got home and stayed the hell away from each other for the rest of the evening. I can live with that. I think my exhaustion is showing here. I gotta go soak in a hot bath now. Goodnight DBers.
