whatisis I have been following your post and have alot of respect for what you have done and continue to do. I am hoping I can continue down the same path and create a life. I have never thought of myself of being addicted to anything; however, I do feel now that I am addicted to a way of thinking and problem solving. Each day I have to tell myself to not go to my wife and try to fix what I believe are very bad decisions for her, the two kids and myself. I hope one day these feelings will stop, right now I am forced to push them down deep inside.