Tonite was Ballroom dance lesson 3 and, finally, we had a really good time! Yes, she critisized but it was in the teasing, good natured way other S's did. We talked in the car to and from the class. We even discussed dance during the break. I will accept it as a gift and enjoy it for what it was. What tomorrow brings, who knows. Whether it was her change of mood tonite or the exercise aspect (or both) but I feel so much calmer and happier tonite. The cloud lifted. It really doesn't change much though. I will be dealing with the same sh!t again and again. It's hard enough to deal with an unfaithful S but when she also becomes so angry and bitchy it just feels impossible. So we had some laughs, conversation and I did better than Jerry Springer tonite, except I would have loved to break a guitar too! Thanks for checking in folks, it helps to know people are out there and popping in their thoughts. I'm sure el depresso will return soon, so keep those 2x4's handy!
