Muddle, if you are flawed, I dont' even want to know what I'd be , I dont' think I've read of anyone on this board being so good, kind and forgiving as you, giving kindness in the most terrible situations, keeping your cool as you've been doing. Hope one day your W sees the good H she has.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.