Muddle's Waters V

[MuddleThrough]

I'm still around guys - thanks for your holiday wishes, and I hope your's are/were great too.

I've been trying to look at things a bit differently, trying to focus on connecting more than fixing issues. It's tough because I think that's a problem both my W and I share - difficulty connecting. I think it's one of the reasons we're attracted to each other. We share this and hide from the world - in a sense we connected over our lack of ability to connect. So now that things are turned on their head, our lack of true connecting prevents us from really communicating. Something that I hope I can turn around in myself. I'm still don't even have a direction to head in, just exploring the idea for now.

Things do seem to be improving as my W found the need to communicate with me last night and we got a lot out - I felt we connected again. Non-judgemental honesty.