Great post Muddle and I feel your pain. I can neither say nor do anything right at this point and I did do everything wrong yesterday. The blame is 100% on me from her and I see my part. I try to change my part and me and then end up reverting back to the "old" me when my anger gets the best of me. I wish you only the best!

M-35 going on 15
D-8
S- 3 yrs
ex-CL(w)- 30

D over one year

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