Journaling: Having an ok week with H. He has been home the last three days and has thanked me for some of the things I have done (that represent changes/things he's complained about in the past). We decorated our Christmas tree last night as a family. I decided to act "as if" and put up our "First Christmas" (couple) and "First House" ornaments. S3 (almost 4) had a blast. I spent alot of time trying to keep the baby from pulling the whole tree down! H didn't decorate with us last year at all. I think he did it this year because S3 asked him to, but it turned out to be a nice family activity. I just pray that we will still be a family next Christmas.