I'm so sorry you are having a low day. I know it's hard to stop over-thinking the whole thing. I do it too. I wish I could give you some ideas but I seem to be out of 180 ideas myself. Nothing I have done so far has really gotten his attention (that I can see) which makes me believe he might really be done with me. Only time will tell. Like you, I don't have much more energy to give. In the end, I think I just have to love who I am and H can decide to be part of that or not. I hope your son is feeling better soon! Keep your chin up!
Shelly
Me: 34
H: 37
1 child
Married 10 yrs (together 13)
Bomb: Aug 25th "I'm not in love w/ you anymore"
H walked out: Aug 30th