Journaling: Left work at a reasonable hour yesterday. Had asked H to shop for some groceries to make dinner with, and he had done so. He was on the phone with a friend when I walked in the door, so I didn't even talk to him for the first hour I was home while I made a nice dinner. After dinner, I cleaned up everything, got the kids ready for bed, put them to bed. Except for during dinner, we barely talked at all.
I am working today, so I actually left the house before he did. I gave him a hug goodbye, and he did hug me back. He is leaving for work (probably now), and won't be back till Tuesday. He called me a little while ago to talk about something kid-related. A short conversation.
He brought home (from his apartment) this leather organizer thing that he uses to put his watch, rings, cufflinks in when he's not wearing them. At first I thought, hmm, maybe he is slowly moving things back here. BUT, I noticed that his wedding ring is not in the organizer. He hasn't worn it since May, but before he moved some of his things over to his apartment, his ring had always been in the organizer thing. I know I shouldn't obsess over this, but where is the ring? Did he purposely leave it at the apartment? Did he lose it? Did he throw it out? He knows that it upsets me that he doesn't wear it, but I haven't said anything to him about that since June (when I started trying to DB).
I am also mad this morning that I am the one sleeping in the guest room. I started sleeping in there before the bomb because I was having to get up with the baby, and it disturbed his sleep to have me up and down all the time. I thought that would be temporary, but then he told me he preferred it that way. Now, I don't even feel comfortable sleeping in my own bed when he's not here! On the bright side, the guest room mattress is actually newer/better than the one in the master bedroom.
