Onhold, Thank you for coming to our forum and sharing your thoughts and experiences. It helps those that post and read here. I've followed your postings over on 4060 and admire the way that you've conducted yourself throughout your w's crisis.
Keep up the good work. It looks like things are starting to really turn around for you now. Happy New Year!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.