though I don't think I'm doing as well as I could be.
as long as we are in fact doing and making an effort, we are doing as well as we can. Keep a positive attitude, not just in general, but towards yourself and your progress and accomplishments. Its easy to see what we need to work on and easy to forget to give ourself kudos for our hard work and efforts.
You accepted your portion, and have been very proactive. Your doing well.
