thanks so much for the posts. i suppose it is just a process that we all have to go through. she (my W) doesn't think we should talk about what happened she has no questions and never throws things in my face.I just feel that she is holding back but I also have to believe her. maybe it is just my own guilt for almost destroying my family. to be loved so completely and unconditionally is hard to put into words. maybe i should stop thinking and just enjoy it.
