One thing I forgot to add is something else that was said last night during our discussion.
As my w knows, I had a bowl obstruction in late June. I lost some weight then and never was able to put it back on. Then last week, I thought I got another obstruction and have lost my appetite and since last Wednesday. I have ate very little to what I normally eat. Then loosing my nephew last Saturday has really been difficult for me.
I told her that when I went on the scale on Sunday, I weighed 155 pounds. Monday, I weighed 154, Tuesday, 153 and Wed, 152 pounds. This morning, I decided not to weigh myself for fear of loosing another pound. I normally weigh between 165 and 170 pounds. All my clothes are baggy and everybody who sees me has to notice.
She told me I need more protein in my diet. I told her that I was going out to the supermarket and purchase Ensure Plus. This afternoon we talked about things other then our relationship. She told me she bought a roaster and said to me to eat that and some veggies. I thanked her for that. I guess that is good news, and as my DB coach said, jot that down.
However, I don't want to appear too hopeful for fear of disapointment.
