Rocco, very nice eulogy to Steven.
You said that you have told your W that it hurts you when people don't accept you. Did you realize that you are not accepting that she has a different viewpoint on religion?
It definitely seems to be a sore spot with you. You have a VERY different viewpoint on religion from me, but I respect your right to have your own free will to exercise your right to believe how you want. Also, why tell your W she is not a humble person? You do throw in a lot of criticism of her, yet you haven't done a lot to show her that you really want things to change. You have to change you. You cannot change her. She will possibly change to meet your changes, we can only hope. what have you tried to do to help her see positive changes in you? Just curious, but I would really like to know how you are really trying to change. L