maybe you are right, Rocco does need to number his W's faults one last time, and then move forward. I also agree that he is absolutely not a worthless person, though I think he feels that way, sometimes. I just feel that he is very hesitant to move forward, because he is so unsure of the future, but we all are. We just have to let go of the side of the pool and swim. Keep our heads up and don't go under. Rocco, I hope you see that we all care about you and know if you just take that step, you can make it and you will be surprised at your progress. Remember baby steps, not big giant steps. L