I agree with mlc, you have not made things better by lying, you did it to get back at her. You have to be quiet now, and stop blurting things out to everybody you know. If you know how you will react just keep your mouth shut. For goodness sake take some advice for once, we know you are hurting and depressed, so you are reacting to everything in a major way without thinking anything through first. Hush, really, and stay out of her way, so you don't have to spill the beans to her as soon as she looks at you. And if you do come clean with her, tell her you were desperate for yall to get help. L
