Why should I have to suffer? The red in my Sons face doesn't last that long and then its gone. I wish my son would report it in school. My wife becomes violent when she has had a bad day and doesn't get her way. She throws basically, a temper tantrum. She has to be in charge and control everything.
That is a scary thought because my wife will lie and make stories up to my kids so they won't want to be with me. Sadly, I see that as a reality. I wish they were 17 or 18 so they would see how it is, but their too young to understand and this is what they know.
My marriage can't work because I was the one trying to make it work, but how much crap does one have to take? My wife and her family believe she is an angel, but to me, she is the angel of death. I'm worn down and exhausted.
I am tempted to find comfort with another woman just to punish her, but that would go against my faith and my integrity. Quite frankly, I don't care if she has sex with another man or men. My sister told me my W will never have another man in her life because nobody would put up with her nonsense and abusive behavior.
I have to agree with you about your statements about God. But my W is too PROUD, which is biggest Sin one can commit. Jesus can send all the help and graces to my W as much as He wants, but since humans have a free will, many reject His graces and side with Satan.
You know, the best course I ever took in college was a Philosophy course called "The Human Person." I had to take a Philosopy course and their were a few to choose from. But the Human Person talked a lot about the Soul.
My professor, a French Canadian, and not a priest said something in class I will never forget. He said,
Human Beings need to Feed themselves three things in order to survive, both physically, mentally and spiritually in order to suceed and have a happy life. They are:
1. Human Beings need to Feed their Body, otherwise they won't survive. 2. Human Beings need to Feed their Mind, to get a good education, a good paying job and things like that. However, many of them don't read the right things either which is not good. 3. Human Beings need to Feed their Soul, otherwise they will loose it. Sadly, the majority, the ones who are Proud and give themselves credit in what they do, not God, are spiraling down in the wrong direction.
