The darkness does not endure!

[BeingMe]

Thanks Phoenix! Believe me, I confuse myself too. Ha! Having said all the above, I am very cautiously optimistic about our M. I just feel the need to vent my frustrations, and pessimistic feelings sometimes. I am more confused than anything else. I get so many different signals from my H, that I just don't know how to read them, and usually these sorts of signals (in the past) have led to painful discoveries, like the porno thing. Eh! This time, I may be completely wrong. I hope so, anyway.

My H did not get the visa, after all. The customs official felt that the job description given by the company did not fit his job profile from his resume and references (how they can make that call, and not the company paying the salary, I don't know, but there you are). So, one less thing to worry about.

Tomorrow is another day, and I will try and put some positive energy into making it a good one. Hope you have a better one than you had today.